the family is falling apart

I finally made it to college. I was so excited to be here. But now things are falling apart. Hayley went in the military, Eric is getting kicked out of the military, and my parents finally split up. Dad tried to kill himself. Mom is in hiding. My grades are slipping, and I'm losing the motivation to do well at anything. So far, my decision to go to college seems like it was a bad one to make. I am so ready to just give up. Someone please give me a sign that everything will be okay.